I probably won’t show you this but i’m sorry, i’m sorry for lying to you so much that you can’t tell when i’m telling you the truth, i’m sorry for going back on my promises about the smoking and the weed, i’m sorry that i act like a bitch 99% of the time. i’m sorry it doesn’t seem like a i love you because of how much i don’t show it. but i do, i love you more than i’ve loved anyone. i’m sorry i make you feel awful when i said that other lad was attractive but honestly nobody stands a single chance against you, i’m sorry that it’s my fault that you feel awkward coming round my house and i’m sorry that i’m too scared to do anything about it. i want us back, the way that we used to be because i am trying, i’m trying everything, no more lies, no more smoking or weed, just you, just you and me because you can’t begin to comprehend the extent of how much i love you. Grant Jonathan Thomas Bennett Horsley you are my world and i can’t ever afford to lose you.
